~I Solemnly Swear That I’m Up To No Good~

Arghh… I WANNA RUN AWAY!!!
I WANT SOME PLACE~
A place to hide….

This friendster keep changing style. And it’s difficult for me to changing the background and blog. So what did I do? Nothing!

yeaaa… it’s great to be a teenager, young adult.. y?.. coz people give more duit raya… hahahah… just can’t remember yesterday… the first day of raya.. my aunt gave me purple note… waaahhh… n my other aunt gave me another red note.. i mean like… wow… then raya lagi at my cousins… lecturer and surgeon… n they gave me another red notes… waaaaahhhh… it’s really cool… me n my cousin are the happiest person ever… no need to wait that stupid, long sholarship… just a day i got… ish… can’t say lor.. nnt org kate riak… bukan riak or sombong ek.. just wanna tell that it’s good to be ‘budak besar’ in family… my sisters really mad at me… they saw when my aunt gave duit raya to me… they question y i got more then them.. n my aunt say "takpe la… abg tu dah besar.. dah masuk u… kene la bg lebih sket" huhuhu… i like!!!

but u know… live in KL not like live in kampung or my hometown… all things are expansive… think twice or thrice to buy something… dah la idop kat kampus bosan… can’t live all week in campus.. mati kebosanan… so… moral of the story is… money is important when u live in a metropolitan city.. remember that..

so… i hav another 4 days of holiday… use it well… hahahah… sometimes we must act like children.. not all time.. but in certain situation… ok la.. tomorrow hav another house to be ‘attack’…

this i get from someone…

FAKE FRiENDS: Never ask for food.
REAl FRiENDS: are the reason you have no food.

FAKE FRiENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs
REAl FRiENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM

FAKE FRiENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.
REAl FRiENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn … we fucked up … but that shit was fun!"

FAKE FRiENDS: never seen you cry.
REAl FRiENDS: cry with you or give you a shoulder to cry on.

FAKE FRiENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.
REAl FRiENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours.

FAKE FRiENDS: know a few things about you.
REAl FRiENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you.

FAKE FRiENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
REAl FRiENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you.

FAKE FRiENDS: Would knock on your front door.
REAl FRiENDS: Walk right in and say "I’M HOME WHATS FOR DINNER!"

FAKE FRiENDS: Are for awhile.
REAl FRiENDS: Are for life.

FAKE FRiENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you’ve had enough.
REAl FRiENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "Bitch drink the rest of that you know we don’t waste shit."

FAKE FRiENDS: will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you.
REAl FRiENDS: Will knock them the FUCK OUT.

FAKE FRiENDS: Would ignore this.
REAl FRiENDS: Will send this to all their real friends and hope to get it back!!

so… renung2 kan lah… cewah..

ola~ dis time nk tulis dlm BM lak… dah lame x tulis blog nih.. so, rase cam kekok lak tulis…

actually tgh bersedih nih… wawawaaaa…. notebook rosak… dah sminggu dah rosak, so anta repair… yg sedihnye i hav to wait for 2 weeks… sob~sob~

time takde notebook nih rase cam ‘kehilangan’ lak.. cewah… tp btol… dah la member perli… waaaa… sedey sgt~ bkannye salah aku pon bende tuh rosak… die meletop sendiri… nak kate aku bukak lelame takde la plak coz it happen time nk masukkan bateri… baru je nak buka.. time masukkan bateri tuh ade la dgr small ‘pop’.. followed by little smoke… time tuh mmg da pikir "abis la… bende nih dah mengamuk kat aku".. but strangely, awal2 tu takde lak menggelabah nk mampos.. tp bile dah lame tuh mmg terasa ade bende tak kene dlm idup aku..

aaaa… i can’t live without it.. sampai tido pon leh mimpi bende tuh… huhuh~ yg bestnye sume assignment ade dlm tu.. so, nak taknak kene la buat baru.. hmm… da tak tau nk tulis ape lg da ni.. mmg x dpt diluahkan melalui tulisan..

but i’ll try to live without it… just one week more shamim (one week la if bende tuh tak buat byk hal n kedai tuh dpt siapkan pd masanya) kalo tak terpaksa la tunggu lame2 (perkara yg aku paling nk elakkan!)… after that your life will be back as usual… maybe ade hikmahnya gak… dah la nak final exam nih.. at least bleh la study sikit2… tp time study pon tringat gak bende tuh… memang berhantu btol! before rosak ade la download lagu2 raya.. skang nih nk dgr lagu raya pon kene dgr radio… ish… sungguh sedih.. sedih.. sedih… sad.. sad.. sad..

anyway… tinggal beberapa hari je nk raya… so.. i’m gonna wish to all muslim..

Dekat dekatkanlah diri anda kepada Allah pada 10 mlm terakhir Ramadhan.. mudah mudahan mendapat bertemu malam yg amat dinantikan.. Lailatul Qadr..  Selamat Menyambut Aidilfitri.. Eid Mubarak~

wassalam

-Lord Biohazard-

well…. 4 da 1st time in 6 months, finally i got the ’spirit’ to update this… hahaha… and maybe the last… dunno wheather i will got time to to write after this…. and, got myself placed in UM… again… really dunno how i feel.. hahaha… Bachelor in Science… kinda weird :p  6 semesters in the total… 3 years? but surely i thought it will take 4 years… that means i will graduate around 2009… wah.. so fast… i don’t believe it!!… i’m thinking i’m still 17 or 18 years old.. hahaha… childish!! but i’m not really worried… 4th residential collage… many ex-asasian got there… including my friends.. so, think i can went through it… hmm… so 2nd july is enrollment date… yay~ can’t wait till world cup over eh? it’s just a stupid orientation week… we’re ex UM.. asasian, give excuse to us laa… 1 year in pasum.. we know very much, well not so much but we used to the enviroment… wanna watch final… go england!! go germany!! go er… brazil… n 2nd july seem so early… my hair can’t get long till the day… hehehe.. my friends still dunno… can’t imagine their face when they see me… maybe they’ll laugh.. hahaha.. i dont care… yea… got new friends… but old friends never 4get.. i really miss them.. esp those went to oversea oledi.. and those who will go… arghh… i wanna go back to school!!! wish i am one of the charmed ones… hahahaha… can go through times… fixing the past.. visiting the future… sad, charmed went to its end already… nice ending!! hahaha… lari tajuk dah nih… ok lah… dunno wat 2 write…

to all my friends… GOOD LUCK whatever you do… don’t 4get me!!!!

"as we go on, we remember, all the times we had together, and as our lives change, come whatever, we will still be, FRIENDS FOREVER!!!!" (”,)

just recieved my final exam result…. it’s not really bad at all… in fact i’m so thankful coz it’s better than i predict… hahahaha… still i haven’t really satisfied yet coz i feel like i’m not doing as good as i can…. deep in my heart i felt i wanna cry, though, coz i knew my parents will be disappointed, and all my friends got really good result… felt like i’m the most…. you know… they’re all better than me… dunno what to write anymore… oh.. by the way i won’t tell you what’d i got… so, don’t ask me what’d i get ok?…just passed the exam and it’s really thankful…

heheheh… Selamat Hari Raya…. Eid Mubarak…. Happy Diwali… w/pon tgh pekse skang nih…. sempat lagi aku dok update blog nih…

hari nih baru 20 ramadhan… 10 hari lagi nak raye… org kate 10 hari nih la kite kene banyak buat ibadat… nak kejar malam AL-Qadr… tgh pekse lak tuh… wuish… comp science aku tak cukup mase >.<….

aku skang dah minat main go… ala… japanese game tuh… nih sume anwar punye pasal la… tp best gak tgk hikaru no go…. haduiii…. dah la tgh pekse… bleh lak layan anime…. huhuhuhuhu….

alamak… sok aku ade paper physics…. lom study lagi nih… so… sehingga ketemu di hari raya….

ONEGAISHIMAS!!!!!

final exam is around the corner!!!! arghhh…. too many pressure… i can’t face it…

by the way… i’ve watch new Final Fantasy movie… yeah.. Final Fantasy VII - Advent Children… it’s a great movie… with great graphic scene… wow… dunno what to say…. it’s really, really great…

oh my god… i forgot what to say…. but wish me luck in my exam…

chow

gosh…. now i realised that i’ve been here for almost 4 months…. and my final exam just few weeks from now…. this month i’ve to prepare for my muet oral…. though…. my english not very good… so i hope that on that day everything will go fine… (sigh..)